I really should not have them as what is causing them cannot happen until at least two years from now. Maybe it’s the fact that I’ve been searching for this epiphany for years now and I am beginning to feel that it may be within my grasp. Many of us know what they want right from the get go. I never did. I thought I knew what I wanted yet its fluidity constantly haunted me. Now, I think I may finally be one step ahead and that some of the ripples of my decisions are slowly coming to a halt.
I have a phone appointment on Monday to assess the potential of my possible future course of action. I wait patiently. I refuse to count my chickens before they hatch. The last thing I need is to unlock the door of disappointment.